How Will You Serve Today?

There can be no tomorrow. Yesterday no longer exists.

My focus must be on my gravely climb and unfortunate twist

I learn to let go of the past:

while future outside my grasp

I have more than enough to deal with today, trust me on that I insist!

Please allow slave to point out that we can not rely on the future. It comes with no guarantee. Don’t count on being able to fix the mistakes that we make today. There are an infinite number of ways things can go wrong. If something can, there is a good chance that it will. Understand this but do not let it immobilize you in your quest of life and love. Grab your chances by the gonads and don't let go. When you find a way of life that satisfies you: follow it. Nobody is going to walk in your shoes! Never expect them to understand.

When you discover that inner joy that comes with serving, explore it. Nothing is perfect. There will be times your feelings get hurt, times when you disagree, even times you get mad. Might slave suggest that you hold off on your tantrum. There are things more important than a misunderstood word. Avoid sabotaging your life with “hurt feelings” or thinking “Master doesn't care” “He doesn't think I have any value, maybe I don't”. Oh yes, you will feel that.

It is OK to feel that. However slave urges you to be slow to react. Consider what it implies. If you really did not have any worth, are you saying that Master does not know what He is doing? That He is no judge of value? Don't you have trust?

For that matter if you truly believe that you have no value, why are you offering less than the best to your Master? When these confusions and hurts swirl around you, take time to touch a symbol of the relationship. That could be a ring, a collar, anything that carries the connotation of what it is that you share. This will help you remember what is truly important. It is important to Him too.

Humans are human. They make mistakes, they lose their tempers, they make fools out of themselves. But they also admit it and apologize.

February 14th is nearly upon us. Please listen to what brings you that inner joy. Center yourself.

Just because He did not send you a card, don't snivel and pout about it. Don't let it keep you from what makes you feel so good. Pay more attention to your “To Do's” than to your “What if's”!

Don't forget, its a Master's Market! So what if He never uses the “Love” word? Words can imply anything, what remains is the touching of two or more hearts. It is slave's hope that you have a Happy Valentines Day! Oh and, almost forgot to ask. Will You be my Valentine?

Forever His

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